![]() TRIGGER! a cg of 17 & 18 year old youths from WEFC Youth POD! ADELINE!! Eu Jin!! SARAH; BERYL; PEARLY; KEITH; JOSHUA; JOEL; DAVID; AARON; EZRA; BRANDON; ETHAN; LUKE; ESTHER; JIAMING; KELVIN GOD's word! :) TALK. ShoutMix chat widget PAST. November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 October 2009 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 AFFILIATES. Adeline Joshua Keith Michelle Pearly Sarah David CREDITS basecodes by: Jane edited by: Pearly ©Trigger '08 ; '09 |
Sunday, May 29, 2011 @ 10:45 PM
my plea please please please please please share. please come for cg. please share with the rest of the cg what's going on, the struggles in your lives, the struggles you face with God. because if you don't, we'll never know. maybe until it's too late. please stop clamming up. because you only have yourself to blame when you say you don't have a supportive cg that you feel comfortable when you don't even want to share. do you know it feels horrible and torturous when i find out individually how you feel towards cg? i can't take care of everybody, it's too much a hassle to go to each and every one of you one by one to try and find out what's happening, and most of the time i don't get anything out of you at all. i can only find out when i stumble across your rarely updated blogs, or when ade manages to dig something out of you. do you know that i feel horrible everytime i find out someone in the cg is going through a rough patch i didn't know about? and that i blame myself for not being as acute and as astute as ade is? that she can find out so many things about you that i can't? or that i haven't realised? i was asked by someone in our church who's not in youth min "Hey Esther, have you ever considered serving in church?" because he didn't know that i was serving. guess what was my reply "I'm already a cg leader. It sucks." it's really difficult, and to quote ade, "serving sucks", it really does. but i'm still hanging on. especially for the past few weeks, God has been repeatedly telling me in various ways, through various people that it is an honour to serve Him, it is an honour to know Him, to be saved be Him. That's why i'm holding on. p.s. am looking at the names at the side of this blog. we're still one cg. i believe it. please pray for those who have been missing. Esther wrote. |